enlightiment

So I try and try to understand the world, from where I sit right now, all I see is hype with no moral value, you have MTV only showing reality shows. Commercials are more entertaining then TV|. Now a days it  is a mask for society, so no one gets paid for genuine work. no writers, no actors, no performers, no real talent. This sickens me as a vocalist and songwriter I haven't been in spired since g MY band Gypsy broke up, we are no longer a pleasantry society.  If the guy I'm looking for aint the "the bachelor"and "4 the love ofRayjay" is the placeo become famous...Snookie is you choice of women out there  why not just  give her a golden globe, I mean it dam I rember the days when there were real music videos you know the ones that had a true story linelike "Take on me by AHHA" that were truly inspiring I inevittanly would rather read a book then watch TV anymore.
Now and politics don't get me starter unless, education become free to everyone in the USA we R just so far behind the times now a days transportation costs alone can kill you unless you live in NYC ,San francisco.or Washington but who the hell can afford thatonly bankers. The banks tell us we owe them money, what gave them the right to not deny my debit cardwhen there was no money in there and charge me fees every day since I went over 1 dollar 10 years ago so now i will go in to such cruel debt, that even if I wanted to I couldn't pay back my college lone and why should I they never helped me find work !!!
It is all bull. What it fundamentally comes down to is we need to help one another and be uplifted already? Help each other... we give to Hati, but not to our own community?
People look so sad driving in there cars. I was in LA in the wrong turning lane & asked the guy to my left "can I get over", he actually said "NO" and that is sunny California.
In Jamaica people light fire in the forest you hungry here is food it growes on trees people!!!
 I have seen enough in my life time to not truly want to be out there, but really do I have to look in to the reality TV world of some ones basement if i dont want to go outside? I'm an artist I need to be inspired.
With out that I have nothing and that is just plain sad. We all look out for own own right? The day I lost a family member I feel like I lost my family. 
What does the artist have to look forward too?
I am disappointed in the world we have built and where we are headed. THIS must change for in the end we are all FORGOTTEN
Can;t we have  joy and peace now.
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